Rantings of a Homebound Lunatic
*I hate the rain.
*I love the rain because it isn’t accompanied by tornadoes.
*I’m pissed off at my back and my damned nerve.
*I’m thankful for my trials because they are much less than other’s trials.
*I love my family, they are so helpful!!
*Why can’t they keep their damned things off the damned floor?!!!!
*I love my house…it’s so cozy.
*I HATE my house! It’s damned filthy, and stinky, and falling apart? Why did we ever buy a damned old house anyway??!!!
*I want to take pictures.
*I can’t be bothered to take pictures.
*I NEED time alone!!!
*I’m so lonely, I need company.
*This pillow is too hard.
*This pillow is too soft.
*Everything is so pretty and green!
*Everything is so damned GREEN!!!!!
*I want to buy new blinds and curtains.
*I want to renovate the house.
*I want to start over and build a new house.
*Wahhhhh! I can’t leave my house! I love my house!!!
*Wahhh! I love my neighbors! I can’t leave them!!!
*ANOTHER DAMNED ANT!!! I HATE MY HOUSE!!!!
*I love weekends when we’re all together.
*I can’t wait till everyone leaves for work and school on Monday!!
This is a small sampling of my state of mind these days! LOL I think I am at war with myself. My evil “twin” wants to be depressed and miserable, but my spirit is fighting the good fight, constantly keeping perspective, and reminding itself how fortunate it is.
Today, I take Scott’s advice and travel with camera in hand throughout the day. The goal, capture the things I’m thankful for this day. A day of gratitude is therapy for the soul.