A Little Bit of This and a Little Bit of That
I sit here thinking that I have so much to post about, and yet I do not know what to post.
Do I write about the fact that school is ending and share all the excitement and trepidation that brings with it? The girls will be home! YAY! The girls will be home! YIKES!!!
Do I write about my Mother’s impending retirement, and the mixed feelings this daughter has about that? So thrilled to have more time with my Mom, excited about the freedom she has more than earned, looking forward to seeing what adventures she and my Dad will have from this point forward, yet terrified when I think too hard about this milestone and all it means.
Do I tell you about my continued challenges with my back, and all the other little plunky things my body seems to be working through? The relief that they can find nothing wrong and yet the fear that they have still been unable to eliminate MS as the culprit? I like the “nothing is wrong” theory, and yet rationality has never been my strong suit so I worry and I wonder, but refuse to allow myself to woe.
Or should I share my joy that after an intense period of travel, Zan’s schedule has calmed down and our family seems to be re-stabilizing? Mister no longer asks when Daddy is coming home for a visit, and the neighbors have come to believe our assurances that we are truly not, in fact, separated.
Maybe I need to tell you about the Showtime series The Tudors that has captured my *ahem* attention…and how much I love watching it on my iPad through Netflix after everyone else is in bed. (If I could marry my iPad I would. My camera could be my best man.)
Or do I whisper about my secret addiction and the embarrassing truth that I am all fangirly about the June 30th release of Eclipse? (Team Edward!)
Maybe I should share with you the fact that we have only one weekend this summer that doesn’t have something scheduled into it, and I am holding onto that weekend for dear life.
Or I could tell you about our upcoming vacation in Ocean City, NJ? Or about our planned late summer vacation to Disneyworld? Both of which have us all on the edge of our seats in anticipation. 🙂
So many things I could tell you…some of which are lighthearted or foolish…and others that I just can’t dwell on without getting all overwhelmed and jellystomached. Therefore I will settle for sharing this little snapshot of this moment in my brain, and perhaps I can come up with a more cohesive post once my mind settles into a more stable rhythm! Life is good, I am blessed, and change is a part of life…it just so happens that it is a part I’m not so good at.