Boy, am I in a funk! So now I’m gonna rant and feel sorry for myself, then maybe I’ll get to the root of my problem.
It’s February…I HATE February.
I don’t feel good.
The baby wakes up screaming at 10:00 every night…for weeks now….it unnerves me!
E. is having coping problems again.
B. is away…
Change is coming.
I can’t spend money on anything fun.
It’s cold and snows all the time.
I haven’t heard from the publisher.
My brain is shriveling from lack of use.
I’m in horrible physical shape. I feel weak.
My neck still hurts so I’m afraid to exercise.
I hate laundry.
I’m sick of wearing layers….and boots…and coats.
A. is skinny, so I’m obsessing over feeding him enough.
I feel isolated.
Yep……there it is.